Breakfast:

-An Orange

Lunch:

-Apple

-Sunflower Seeds

-Two Corn on the Cobs

-Chobani with flaxseeds and sliced almonds and coconut shreds

-Stonyfield frozen yogurt

-Luna Bar

-Almond Milk

This is what happens when you restrict during breakfast and you’re not anorexic anymore -___-

I think I’m going to make a video once my mom leaves for her guitar lesson…?

Back from the Psych and Doctors

I told my treatment team (ran into my nutritionist in the hallway) about getting my period back last Friday for a few days and they were ecstatic. My nutritionist also said I was the third out the four eating disorder patients she had seen this morning to get their period back!

They all said this was a very important time for me to focus on staying healthy with my eating and on top of my disordered thoughts because its when lots of patients relapse. My weight is back to where it was in the beginning of May, meaning I gained this week. Which seems weird to me honestly because I’ve been exercising quite a bit. My eating has definitely been yo-yoing to eating a lot in one day and a little another, but I guess that balances out the whole physical maintaining thing. 

I calorie counted all last week and logged on my Loseit! account. This week I’m going to try hard not to. 

ohmygod i never want to think about or eat food again after that meal

lovingmelivinglife:

Comparing myself to everyone else. Competing with others. Failing. Worrying about food. Thinking about food. Worrying about exercise. Eating. Exercising. Being fat. Being tired. Not losing weight. Looking in the mirror and seeing fat. Being ugly. Not being perfect. Faking happiness. School. People. Me.

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